Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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Aku rasa aku dah memeningkan kepala aku this week. Aku nak marah tapi tak tau ok ke tak. Keep thinking about others feeling. Boleh jadi gila camni. Things that i keep by myself macam nak blow out. What should I do? Just asik pikir org lain nya perasaan how about me? Susah kan.....sume ati kena jaga. Last2 sedey sendiri. Selalu org ckp i'm to kind with others...but that is me. (sebab dah ramai sgt pijak kepala) What a pitty. I'm childish? Yes I am. (terencat kot..) Am I really choose a freinds to be with? Not really (I guess...) 2 many question about myself and I have to search for the answer. It just like..." i have only 1 bowl of soup and I have to share it with so many people (assume darurat la) but some of these people dun want to share with others. (ni kira sanggup berlapar dari kongsi) And some of it must have a such protocol to drink that soup. I'm in the middle. I'm the owner. I can drink it without asking anybody right. Tapi dah darurat kena kongsi gak. The result is ada yg happy...ada yg merajuk...ada yg sakit ati. That is my situation right now. I can't pleased everybody. But when I want to talk is there anybody want to listen...or they listen but they would try to correct it or give so many comment about it. Ada yg marah2 after that. Menambahkan confused.......hruaghhhhhh.....
Monday, March 26, 2007
Just wish that I was there now. Sometimes life ni rasa pelik. Sekejap rasa we need somebody and sekejap rasa rimas when they r around. I should not say like that but i just felt like I'm getting bored with others. Or else I need sometimes to be left alone. Kadang2 rasa macam selfish. Is't? It's my feelings right now.HA....
Thursday, March 22, 2007
I may never see tomorrow
There’s no written guarantee
And things that happened yesterday
Belong to history
I must exercise compassion
Help the fallen to their feet
Be a friend to the friendless
Make an empty life complete
The unkind things I do today
May never be undone
Any friendships that I fail to win
May nevermore be won
I cannot predict the future
I cannot change the past
I have just the present moment
I must treat it as my last
I may not have another chance
On bended knee to pray
And I thank god with humble heart
For giving me the day