Tuesday, May 8, 2007
aku rasa lately ni aku tak organized langsung. otak aku asik berjalan je. there's 1 conversation that i had with my freinds....
"i think you dunno what you want in your life!"
wow...that word keep pop-up in my mind this few weeks. is't true? think so. when i ask myself also i dunno...i can't answer that question even i would like to argue with it. i also still blur where's my next destination after this. i'm getting older....haha...even i look younger...perasan..hmmm. what's my plan? i have to came out with something i guess....
1. Working life / area - i)this saturday have to come to the office.touch-up apa yg patut. reorganized back my work and schedule to put it right back on the track. up-date all info to make it interesting....why saturday...sebab nanti aku gatal nak merayap, taknak bgn lambat, do something yg bermanfa'at. ii) look for a new job - since aku pun dah boring gile kat cn it's good for me to look for a new oppurtunity outside. i need to remotivate myself.
2. House - i) rent house - nak ajak adik pindah dari situ.....sui for me la. not good. first taya kena pancit...pastu accident....not good environment la. aku rasa atom2 kat situ tak sesuei ngan aku....hihihihi... ii) beli umah - tgh duk kira2 nak beli umah..hmmmm how is't? aku nak beli umah gak before umur aku 30....dun care...chayuk!!!! but first fine good money...huhuhuhu....
3. Kete - emmm doakan aku kalau dpt keje baru dgn salary yg aku nak by this year kete skrang ni blh bg adik aku pakai....aku nak pakai kete lain laks....hihihi...gatalkan....tapi kete actually not aset nowdays...it's liability...rugi la pulak....
Love life.....my love life is SUCK....hahaha....
lately ni pulak bekas madu aku tu...my ex-bf nya ex-gf...duk call aku balik....story demory about something yg aku rasa rediculous. jantan ni tak guna langsung even aku sendiri nak ngaku ex-bf pun malu..gelieeee...yaks....i dunno what the hell i can be his gf...am i stupid???? YESSS!!! nak dijadikan cite pompuan ni dulu pernah dipregnantkan oleh jantan ni la....(should i telling this?-takpe la kan)diorg bercinta kononnya since study lagi.and then dia buat abbortion 3 times already.GOD!!lepas aku tau aku tinggalkan jantan ni sebab lagipun dia kantoi ada pompuan lain kat umah dia(yg ni ler...yg lain2 2 tak tau). after that aku memang taknak masuk campur lagi.geli geleman aku jadinya.so aku mmg tak contact dia lansung until today. but this girl...should i say stupid still tido ngan jantan nih....pastu ngadu kat aku jantan ni dah tunang ngan org lain lak skarang. even like that dua merpati sejoli ni still see each other....melepaskan apa yg patut...and now...pompuan ni ngadu kat aku dia sakit.....so apa aku nak cakap....sendiri buat sendiri tanggung la....aku ni baik hati lak...org nangis sikit kesian....tapi aku tak paham pompuan ni taknak tarik diri even that guy is jerk. dah sakit ni ada lelaki tu nak tgk? tak kan...sampai la aku termarah kat dia........aku pun tak tau apa tujuan dia bagi tau aku....ikhlas ke...nak bagi sakit ati aku ni lagi ke..but the truth is i dun care about him...menyesal....YESSS...aku menyesal kenal jantan camtu....talam dua muka...pijak semut tak mati..penipu paling beso aku pernah jumpa....!!!!!
itu la citernya aku kembali pada scandel aku....OH YE....ni bukan yg aku story kat bawah tau...ni yg tahun lepasnya bf...hihihi...very hard for me to trust a guy nowdays....ada some jantans tu nak tunjuk belang la konon....meh cn meh...aku cabut dulu apa yg patut...but out of sudden aku boring lak....mana gi perasaan aku pun tak tau..
tadi budak opis aku tanya dah jumpa bf baru tak?....aku geleng jer....diorg kata aku memilih sgt...bukan memilih. nowdays kena lebih hati2. SErik owww kena TIPUUUU!! baru leh nyanyi TIPAH TERTIPU....HIHIHI